Studying? Slacking? Playing? Snoozing? Hmmm....

Thinking about it...

2009-12-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Something so great
Yet only some will be able to achieve it fully
There is a saying that goes about
"Grab an oppurtunity with both hands tightly"
Yet this is an oppurtunity with a very low chance of getting
Unless you are equipped
With a list of calibres
Once one of the criterias are not in
Your chances slims down by a mile
Is that why the phrase,
"Life is unfair" exists?
Where everyone is born without the same amount of oppurtunities in life

Itself is already a double edged sword
Towards something so vulnerable
Called the "heart"
A person will be on top of the world feeling it
But,
can feel like judgement day has come when it happens otherwise

Some things are easier said than done
Just like letting go and walking away with a smile
Even if that is not the absolute truth

I do admit that I will never give up facing any obstacle in mind
Yet, when this becomes an obstacle,
All i could ever do is just give up and walk away
I never dared to face it or even step forward
As there are always someone out there going for it too
And that person will always seem to be better in my eyes
And that I dont stand a single chance

Sometimes, I feel fustrated towards myself
Why am I not doing what I preach?
Or is it just that I prefer to see others smile
I guess the latter is a more truthful answer

Everytime I fall, I pick myself up again
And realise there are many bruises that I did to myself
Painful yet I continue doing it
Why?
Its a question I have yet to find an answer to
I walk down the road of this chapter with both hands in my pockets
The night sky with the beautiful stars accompanying me
And the rain showering on me to hide my tears flowing
A man who cant even say "I love you"

videos....videos...videos

2009-12-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

Haha.
This few days I have been watching tons of videos
All are korean videos
ranging from...
Variety shows...
Talk shows...
Interviews
1 thing i learn for sure is that
Every successful man started off with a sad begining
Like the proverb
"No pain, No gain"

This first video is about Rain talking about his mom
Who was his inspiration to work very hard
and eventually became a world star

Next is about Kim Jong Kook
One of korean's best singers with a unique voice
His inspiration is also his mum

Then there are cool dances too

I know it seems like all my videos revolve around
Kim Jong Kook and Rain
But I think they are inspirational
Rain is even no 1 once on the Times 100 most influential people

Ages...

2009-12-08T17:16:00.004+08:00

Wah. It really has been ages since i updated.
Haha.
Well, technically have been pretty busy with life
(mainly school, of course. Haha)
From,
schoolwork
PW
Korean Dramas
Change to a New handphone
Work
Shopping for stuffs
And the list goes on...

I really hope it goes on and on
At least life is not as boring as
sitting at home rotting
I rather gain valuable experiences and lessons
even if it means watching a drama
If you think drama is just meant to be watched,
I guess you are wrong.
Haha
I bet some of you might think it is insane
But there are learning lessons from it
Of course, I dont take out a notepad and start jotting down stuffs
haha.

This year is coming to an end.
It has been a fruitful one
Full of stuffs
From the mind to the heart
Haish.
Some things I want
But I can't
I guess that is why they say
"Life is unfair"
Heh

Well, a year passed and I am a year older
I better get down to serious business
Or I might be lost in the distant future

My Future Goal: Open Up A Cafe Of My Own (Hehe...)
Sub-goals: Learn necessary skills to do it, starting from now

back! back! back!

2009-10-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

Okay it has been a while since I blog.
Hehe. Been pretty busy lately.
Buy new stuffs. Hehe

But the best part is this......
PROMOS ARE OVER.
Sorry to those who still experiencing it
ALL THE BEST TO YOU!
Jiayou!
Haha

Been catching up on some of the movies too
2 touching movies i have watched so far is.......

HANDSOME SUIT

Are looks really that important?
Are you willing to give up your usual self?
Just to be handsome? Or pretty?
Do you wish to be somebody else?
Or just be yourself?
What is the real meaning of true happiness?
This movie will open your eyes to them

SCHOOL DAYS WITH A PIG

This movie tells the tale of a class.
Their form teacher carried out a special project for them
To take care of a pig and eat it at the end of the year
It seems so simple at first
But it gets more complicated as it comes to the end of the year
To eat the pig or let her live
Let this touching and thought-provoking masterpiece
Touch your hearts and souls

now or never

2009-08-18T09:07:00.003+08:00

Today will be the last day I...
Blog...
Go online...
And everything else with the computer.
If I want to change and score better
I will have to change now
It is now or never
Crying over things that has happened is no use
I will change

For the next 37 days or so,
I promise to myself I will study harder
Much harder than what i used to be
This is my life
Every action counts
No use regretting at the end of the day
If I want to do something,
I will do it
I wont turn back and look at my failures
I will let others call me whatever they want
But I will show them I am not that incompetent in any way
I will sprint towards the finishing line
No one will help me with my sprint
Even if I fall, I will stand back
This is my sprint
I will succeed no matter what
Godspeed

The song reminds me of you
The moments
The memories
It made me confused
I want to let go
But I simply cant
I shout deep inside
In frustration and grief
But what can I do?
Just smile and be happy
That you are smiling?
That will be the greatest lie
To myself
Something I have to live with

Something happened to my heart

2009-08-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hearts, I'm Sorry

2009-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

doreen's birthday card

2009-07-28T21:37:00.005+08:00

I want to apologise first before I carry on writing this card for you. I am sorry that my present didn't come with a card along. Thought of trying something new. Hehe. x)
Well, here goes....
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.

Dear Doreen,

Thank you for being my friend for all this years. For now, it has been 8 years. And it is still counting. I am glad that you are present in my life.

Doreen,
A girl who is now sexy seventeen
The one who smiles non-stop
And her smiles never fail to make another person's day
Just like her smile,
She loves to talk to
Lame jokes seems to be her forte at times too
Nevertheless,
That is what makes Doreen a special girl

Two ways
I would like to describe this girl.

Pink,
She is the pink colour in my life.
A colour that is young, never-dying and sweet in its ways.
A vibrant colour that can never be found in others.
I am definitely lucky and fortunate to find and befriend this pink colour. x)

A little Fairy,
A fairy that makes african people look fat
Hahaha.
Kidding kidding
Well,
A fairy without wings.
The only one living in this world.
Her sweet smile and cheerful character
never fail to put a smile on my face for countless of times

She can be childish at times too
For example,
needing to push her on a trolley home
Nevertheless,
It was fun through those childish moments

Apart from her childish side,
She can be fierce too
Haha
There was once in school...

Doreen: Haiqel. You want to go home now or not?
Haiqel : I dont think I can. I am going back with my friends.
Doreen: Fine lor!

And she stomp out of the classroom.
Haha. I immediately cancel with my friends and went chasing her

Haha.
Moral of the story:
Never make this girl angry
Or you might get a whallop.
Kidding kidding

I really hope you like the present I got for you.
It reflects you.
Better take good care of it hor.
Or I will kill you.
Haha
Kidding kidding

In commemaration of our 8 years of friendship,
Our pic will be my DP for 8 Days. :)
And I promise our friendship will last forever

Remember to take good care of yourself too hor.
Dont have too much late nights
Not good for your health

If you need anything,
Dont hesitate to dial my number
Haha.
My service is 24/7

Thanks again for everything.
And once again,
HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY!!
MAY YOUR LIFE BE BLESS WITH MIRACLES EVERYDAY.

With a teaspon of love,
Haiqel x)

problematic adults in malaysia parliament

2009-07-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

one freaking messed up day

2009-07-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today,
is seriously.....

ONE FREAKING MESSED UP DAY FOR ME!!!

It starts with me.....
using my last week time table to pack my bag
then my *toot* maths mistakes
......
Haiz.....
For the whole day,
I feel soo restless.
I just feel like screaming out loud

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Everything screwed up
From head to toe
Damn sianz
I cant even do simple things right
I must be some dumb toot
haiz...
Sometimes, I feel tired of persevering
And just want to let everything go

Am I depressed??
Am I stressed??
I doubt so.
I just dont feel good
Even wanting to put up a smile seems to be the hardest thing to do

Sometimes...
I feel I can't make it up to others
I can't make things right
Or put a smile on another person's face
Haiz....

I just want to have my carefree life back
When I just relax and do the things I love to do
haiz...

rules of the red rubber ball

2009-07-12T22:23:00.006+08:00

Each day is a chance to

Re-commit to your red rubber ball.

Each day is a chance to

Find teachers and hear them out.

Each day is a chance to

Look for something unexpected

Each day offers

86400 fresh oppurtunities

To

Work out your creative muscle,

To

Prepare to shine,

And to,

Speak up

**Run after your red rubber ball today**
**and every day it will become your future**

exams!!

2009-07-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

Well....
How was my common test so far for me??
Well..
Its good i guess.
Better than MSA1 definitely.
hahaha
But quite last minute too
sleep at 4 once
Cause i feel i wasnt prepared for the contents
hahaha
Hopefully,
I can score better this time
hehe X)

END OF YEAR GOAL:
ALL 'B's FOR MY EXAMS

MY VOW TO ACHIEVE THIS GOAL:
I vow to discipline myself to achieve success

movie marathon!!!

2009-07-05T13:33:00.004+08:00

Okay. I think it has been a while.
Okay. Maybe a long while.
Hahaha.
It has been a pretty busy week
Then again,
I have been watching tons of movies.
Hahaha.
Nice ones of course
There are 10 movies i watched since the last week of holiday
So much for having exams.
Hahaha xD

ACCURACY OF DEATH

Synopsis:

Adapted from the bestselling novel by Kotaro Isaka “The Accuracy of Death”. Chiba (Takeshi Kaneshiro) appears seven days before a person dies an unexpected death. His job is to observe the person for seven days, and then decide either to ‘execute’ or ‘pass over’. Getting his work quickly out of the way, he goes to the listening booth of a CD shop and indulges in his favorite pastime, listening to ‘humanity’s greatest invention’: music.

He is...a Grim Reaper. Today, again, in the rain, he waits. His subject, her death due in seven days, is Kazue Fujiki (Manami Konishi), 27. She works for a manufacturing company, in the complaints department. Exhausted after her day, she emerges from her office. It’s time for the Reaper to go to work.

THE ART OF SEDUCTION

Synopsis:

Min-Jun (SONG Il-Kook) and Ji-Won (SON Ye-Jin) are so-called the first-rate "players" who are dating gurus with 100% success rates in any dating pursuits. Following her usual systematic dating rules, Ji-Won fakes a schematic car accident to capture Min-Jun's attention and successfully approaches him.

However, her smooth-sailing dating life finally encounters turbulence. Why in the world is this guy not succumbing to her alluring charm? Ironically enough, Min-Jun is also overwhelmed by the understanding that he has met his match. However, like the veteran players that they are, these two shouldn't show any signs of weakness in their dating tactics. Who will emerge
victorious and become the last player standing?

TWO FACES OF MY GIRLFRIEND

Synopsis:

23-year-old Gu-chang has never been kissed and his friends always make fun of him not having a "proper" experience. One day, he picks up a lost purse, which leads him to meet the owner of that purse, Ani. He falls in love with this lovely girl who is also a bit strange and wild. She seems to be a perfect girlfriend for Gu-chang only until he finds that Ani has multiple personality disorder due to a harsh memory of her ex-boyfriend's death. Ani is just one of her alternative characters, and her real name is Yuri.

PAY IT FORWARD

FRONT OF THE CLASS

10'000 BC

SPEED RACER

THE DARK KNIGHT

200 POUNDS BEAUTY

Synopsis:

Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ami, the famous Korean pop singer. Even though she is always ignored because of her appearance, she has been a bright and lighthearted girl until Amy humiliates her in front of Sang-jun, her secret love. At last she makes a decision of a lifetime to have plastic surgery all over her body. Her unrequited love gets any return?

TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

must watch advertisements!!

2009-06-16T00:04:00.003+08:00

big time chalet at.......ermmm... secret

2009-06-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

Well, after syf concert.
Went down for a chalet at a special place
where is it??
It is a secret.
Hahaha

On the first night,
It was just me, stella, wanting and eric
Sad that doreen couldn't make it on the first night
Or it will be more Fun-ner
She was brain dead
Do take good care of yourself hor. x)
Never took much photos though
We watched a few movies
just me and eric
The other two cant really taunt
hahaha

On the second day,
I had to head home first
Well,
The best part of the "itinery" of the day is....
STEAMBOAT!!
Tell me about it
steamboat instead of chalet?
Hahaha
A new experience
The people who came are
Zul
Iskandar
Stella
Eric
Wanting
Me
And doreen who came quite late
well, Its better than nothing
Here are the pics

Doreen's non-pose shot

Iskandar + Zul

Doreen trying to use the chopsticks. xP
Moth! Moth! Ahhh!
You sure ar dont have already
It was peaceful for a moment before...
Moth attack!! Bite!!
Ahhh!!! And Wanting quarantined herself in her room

Plastic surgery photo of Doreen. Hahaha xD

After that, Doreen went home first to have a bathe
And she said she can give us a bottle of coke
Guess how many litres of it?
More like 1/5 of the bottle
hahaha
Zul and iskandar also went home
When Doreen return,
It was mahjong time!!!
(First time for Stella)

Eric enthusiastically introduced Mahjong to Stella

WanTing posing with her tile

I think she is nuts. Haha xD
Supposed to be an unglam photo. Unfortunately,
Doreen was fast enough to counter it x)

What is Doreen talking about? Hmmm...
Okay. Now what is Doreen doing this time?
Finally, Stella gets it
UNGLAM picture of Doreen. A rare picture of her. xD
WanTing is laughing to herself again. haha xD
Stella stoning during a mahjong game
Okay. I dont quite remember. Maybe...
Doreen is asking eric to talk to her hand
Doreen strategising for Stella
Once again, WanTing looks happy

After that, guess what happen

They kinda knockout!!

Left with me, eric and doreen
We sat at the sofa and watched "The Terminal"
Half-way through
Eric felt a desperate need to lie down
In the end, he did so on the floor
And eventually, slept
So it was left with doreen and I
hahaha

On that fortunate night, it was a full moon
Doreen: Eh full moon leh. Very nice
Haiqel : Really ar?
Doreen: Ya. You must be very lucky to be watching a movie
with me under a full moon
Well, I guess I am lucky cause
I never watched a movie under a full moon with a girl ever before
And you are the one doreen.
Hahaha

After that,
before the show almost came to an end
Doreen was saying, "My eyes getting heavy already. I think I falling asleep already
If got nice part, must wake me up hor"
Yet, she persevered to watch the movie
Hahaha

Adding to that,
We both kinda argued about the opposite sex.
For example, why the boy so stupid one?
Example only ar.
Hahaha xD

The show ended at about 3 I think
And Doreen decided to go home
Leaving me alone to watch pirates of the carribean3 alone
Sadded. :(

Next day,
We were supposed to go for breakfast with doreen
Unfortunately, we kinda woke up late
To eat breakfast
Hahaha
sorry x)

Then again,
Doreen came down
We camwhore group photo abit
The photos are...

Too dark....

Perfect one

Not bad....

After that,
MAHJONG TIME AGAIN!!
I was on a winning streak
Until Doreen, WanTing and Eric fed-up
And ask me to go limbang to buy lunch
Hahaha.
Must be my lucky day xD
Stella who replaced me seem to be able to be winning too
She has definitely seen the light in mahjong
Hahaha xD
Everyone won at least once
I won the most
Only one person didnt win a single round
Well, not gonna say who
Guess from the picures below who won none

Eric engrossed in his tiles

WanTing bringing up all her tiles in one go
What will the outcome be?
Waiting for Stella to set her tiles
Let the game begins....
Next game....
Doreen being cute with her tile
The tiles that determine the players' fates
From the left (hp): Stella, Mine, Doreen
Eric watching TV in the middle of the game
Doreen's Tiles
Stella's Tiles
The Aftermath........
(Well, I need to rush home after my last victory)

The campers at the end

WanTing!!

Doreen!! x)
Eric... The sad one

Stella. Our Housekeeper
Hahaha
Well, thats all for the "chalet"
Tata!!

syf! SYF! SYF!

2009-06-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Well, went to SYF concert with.....
A bunch of Ex-Sec 4 doods and gals.
Hahaha
Seriously, I think i love my batch alot
Then again, I think my school is changing
Like seriously,
A bunch of guys dressing up like MaFiaS
And jeering our principal when she went up to say something
Doods, wake up and grow up lah
They even dressed up like prom night
Now i really wonder how they will dress for prom
Hmmm...
Come in a limosin maybe
All tux like want to get married to someone?
I'll let you guys to imagine it.

Mrs Ram And the FourCee Bunch

The Production manager plus some ELDDS people

Ms Ratna and her dear students xD
Ms Koh and her students This teacher said my hair is normal and boring :(

Nice bunch of people

My principal, her vice, Wan ting and me
(I bet you all are thinking I am mad)

The Sec 4s Of Yester Year. Cool Bunch of People :)
Hanging out outside Lot 1 Mac
Thats all folks!!! xD

all-out-physics camp

2009-06-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Reading the tittle,
I bet you all are kinda turn off to read this post of mine
Rest assured
Its not that bad.
Instead, its quite an eye opener to me
Hahaha xD
Call me crazy all you want.
But I am telling the truth

Well it started off with me waking up hell early in the morning
met up with clive
Got lost in NUS
Seriously! It is a damn big place!
Hahaha

Breakfast was up first on the menu.
And the food was awesome
Got cheesecake lah and etc.
Didnt took a picture of it though
Busy eating. Hehehe

Next was 4 lectures in a row
45 MINUTES EACH!
mind you that they actually draaaaaagggeed
longer that the time given

On a lighter note, its not all that boring.
I mean not all the lectures are boring
You will see why in a minute time.
You can read the slides too if you want to learn some stuffs
Seriously worthwhile
Hahaha.

First lecture.
A kind of a boring start
Lesson topic: Gravity (i think)

Some circular motion experiment

The lecturer The picture below damn funnyA parobolic motion experiment

The next lesson
Lesson topic: Atomic structure

Some neutron experiment

Some proton theory

Some experiment that fails the theory of another scientist

Remember that damn gold foil theory?

Same like the gold experiment

Thomson electron experiment

The ang moh lecturer x)

Simple facts about atoms

Ever wonder why protons in the nucleus don't repel?
This is why

Third lecture: Cosmology
Ultra chim
Didnt really took many pictures
Mainly cause i was in lala~land

Last lecture: NANO!!
The best of all.
Well, leave the best for the last

Nano!!!

Nano scale Nano = Dwarf Science and Tech
Colours of atoms in different sizes
The DAMN funny lecturer "We move atoms into IBM FOR FUN"
Science and Tech

Some damn small pyramid
Self-cleaning window? Good idea
Self-cleaning Window/ Carbon Nanotube

Ever thought of how to kill cancer cells?

Nano-doctor

After that, we learnt to make carterian divers
Unfortunately, didnt took a photo of it

Well, thats the end of the first day.

On the second day,
We had an "experimental" tour around the science physics faculty
Have to travel quite a lot too
took some snapshots too

Just looking.....

I guess teachers can't keep their hands to themselves too

SA people at work

Well, thats all i got to say for the camp.
Oh ya, not to forget.
Met an Ex-Saint there
He is 6 years older than us
Damn funny

(First coversation)

Ex-Saint: Is the chinese teacher still in school?
Us : yupzz
Ex-Saint: Wah. I hate that B***H
Us : Why?
Ex-Saint: Before our examination, she told everyone
to work on something. And guess what she told me,
"you ar... Go home and pray hard". Luckily, I got C5 and
don't need to write another chinese character again

(Second conversation)

Us : How is PW?
Ex-Saint: That stupid subject still exists
Us : Ya. Why?
Ex-Saint: Trust me. My friend failed that stupid subject and now,
he is actually taking his honours in business

(I bet you all are going WTH)

The photos with the Ex-Saint and a cute girl I would say
They are the ones who taught us some sound stuffs
Ressonance I think. Haha. Very fruitful

Our Group Photos

The Cel Sisters
The Ex-Saint
Haiz... How can a teacher be sleeping?
This is our group including the 2 RI guysMind you. These RI guys are seriously smart.
They are only Sec 3 and 4
And they seriously surprise us with their knowledge
Quite daring too. Hahaha xD

Thats all. Tata!!

If I know what love is, it is because of you

2009-05-31T21:32:00.004+08:00

Love. Based on a or any dictionary, it means a special feeling one will have towards an opposite sex. But what is the true meaning of love? Is it really like what the dictionary says? Or is it much more than that?

Looking at the video and how others may see it, love is definitely much more than the declared statement in the dictionary. Love is, of course, about loving somebody. A feeling of special comfort being with somebody. Being with the person just makes you feel you are on cloud nine. You are in your own world. Nothing in the world can bring you back down except for that special someone. It is a feeling so good that no one wished to let go of it. Then again, sometimes we couldn't explain why we loved someone so much. Why he or she seems to be the most outstanding one in the crowd? No words can fully explain such a simple feeling. Maybe its just... "The imperfections in them that makes them the perfect one in your eyes"

Then again, sometimes a relationship just don't last. In simpler or layman terms, it is a break-up. An event no one wish to face at all. Not even once. The hurt one might feel will be too deep to be healed. Sometimes we even ask ourselves, "why did it turn out like this?". Then, we blame our partners. Yet, not realising that maybe the fault lies within us. Every action, there is definitely a clear explaination or reasoning for it. Like i say, no one wants a break-up, same goes for those who initiated. Maybe they felt how we might have felt.

The question is: How do we find the truths behind the break-up? Well, it is actually pretty simple. We just need to rewind back the film of our lives and press the play button again to see what has gone wrong. Even a small action like saying "are you okay?" plays a very significant role. Learning from these mistakes, we will then be able to know how jerky we might have been in the past and of course, learn from it. Well, like they say, "an ugly ducking can't turn into a bautiful swan ovrnight" Just like us, it takes time for one to turn from an all-rounder jerk to a more "proper" man or woman.

The unfortunate and unfair truth is changing doesn't mean everything will be back how it used to be. Sometimes it may but most of the times, it won't happen the way you want it. And that means, letting go even if it is the hardest thing to do.

Therefore, I come to a simple conclusion. Love is not all about the process. True love is when one is willing to let go of that special one and do whatever it takes to make them happy, even if it means leaving their life and making that heart bleed more and more by the day.

"Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves." - Henri Frederic Amiel

"if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU." - dani B

Good? Bad? Tell me about it

2009-05-23T15:30:00.003+08:00

Well, this week has been one hell of a week
Not that it is a very bad week
Just that....
Too tiring??
Too "stressful in a way perhaps??
Haha
Yet again,
It had been quite a good week
Finally, I got to learn how to play touch rugby
Its almost like frisbee
Only that it is much exciting
And also,
I made a new friend through a friend
Hahaha x)
I hope the upcoming days will be smashing for me
Lets get the game started
And the ball rolling.
"Blind me", Ali Said

No Boundaries

2009-05-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

Heartless

2009-05-23T15:20:00.001+08:00

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, while I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night....

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

mother's day outing to west coast

2009-05-11T10:54:00.010+08:00

Just like what my title says,
My family and I did go to west coast
Plus my grandmum and my auntie's family

Firstly,
There was a busker in front of mac.
Entertaining kids with his balloon sculpturing skills
The kids tailed him everywhere
Hahaha
Love the life of a busker
Working for his love of entertaining
Free and easy life

Secondly,
Saw this cute boy in the crowd of children
(I am not a pillofile ar)
He saw me
And played with his balloon sword with me
Cute ar?
Definitely.

Thirdly,
Went by the beach
Took some photos
Hahaha
And the apek really helped in enhancing the beauty of the image
I not some cikopeh ar
XD

Lastly,
Took some family photo in the van
Even though everyone wasn't in
Including me
Sadded :(
Just kidding
Hahaha XD

Toodles for now

Pendinding

2009-05-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

Woots!
Today, Izzat and I, as per normal, went to an rjc pementasan
entittled pedinding.
Hahaha.
Honestly, I got to say the play was good
And definitely funny
Even when there was one moment one of the actors actually smiled
Controlling his laughter on stage
Due to an awkward action of another actor on him
Definitely a good way to end my night

And also, RJC is damn big and nice.
I soo regretted not studying for PSLE and 'O' level and also take HMTL
Haiz....
Menyesal seh.
Apa nak buat....
Yang dah lepas tu dah lepas...
kena teruskan dengan perjalanan ini

Well, in the above pic,
(cheay cheay, macam oral pulak. XD)
You can see izzat, a girl in blue and of course, me!
I want to introduce you to one of my bestfriend.
She is Afiqah,
The one that helped me with this blog
Without her help,
I wouldn't have existed in this blogging world X)
Well, she has been my friend since primary 4 i think
It goes all the way back then.
Even for izzat too (I think)
She is seriously good at acting.
Never fail to catch her show
Of course with Izzat
She is definitely a great friend to have
More like a bestfriend.
Hope our friendship can last forever. X)

A dream of mine

2009-05-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

Every night,
I sleep and only had one dream
Just one dream
The dream that I wish to achieve

The dream to be
A man wearing tux
Walking on a wide grassy field
Where the birds whistle harmoniously
Creating a tune so soothing to the ears
And where the breeze relaxes the tense body

Is it really possible for me to achieve this dream?
Or is it just meant to be dream worth fantacising?
I really wonder...

I have lost too much to lose much more
Am I still living with the past?
I really wonder

carpe diem!!

2009-04-29T09:17:00.004+08:00

Its 9.22am now.
Well, if you are wondering whether i am in class or school..
The answer is....
YES I AM!! X)
Hahaha XD
Having GP lesson now
Watching this awesome movie....

DEAD POETS SOCIETY

I thought it was gonna be boring but it ends up great
Its an old movie from 1989
Hahaha
Trust me. You should watch it too. XD

CARPE DIEM!!
(Meaning: Seize The Day)

Family guy/ japanese game shows rocks the socks

2009-04-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Malay lesson was cancelled today.
So Kane and I decided to go Wii.
Unfortunately,
there are people playing.
While waiting,
we went into the library and use the comp
Among the people using the comp
we are the only one laughing
cause we are watching funny videos
while others are doing PI
hahahaha XD
Some even stared at us
Well,
its called
~~CHILLING OUT~~
XD

Gonna post some of the videos here

Something a group of friends can do when they are bored in the library

DON'T YOU DARE LAUGH AT OTHERS NEXT TIME!!

Family Guy!!!

Gonna post more funny videos if i can find them
Tata for now

Sports videos!!

2009-04-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

HILARIOUS SOCCER MOMENTS!!!

RUGBY HARDCORE TRIES!!

USTOPPABLE FORCE, JONAH LOMU!!

I will fear you, i will find you. i will kill you

2009-04-17T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hahaha
Today didn't come to school
but when i receive news that there is an outing
I immediately called marcus to ask where they are heading to
Luckily, I met them on time
And......
I am the black dot among the white space
Hahaha XD

We went to Cathay Cineplex to catch a movie
And the movie is.....
drumroll please!!
TAKEN!!!
hahaha XD
Trust me, this show is a worth-the-money movie
The fighting scenes are awesome
The plot is great
And the main character FREAKING smart
Two thumbs up
Sadly though, Marcus got to set off home due to some issues
And I will end with a trailer of the movie TAKEN

pyramid quiz

2009-04-15T18:49:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to be commendation day for the SC
However,
The muslims were given an option whether
they go for the commendation
or attend the alternative program organised
Well, I choose to attend the alt. program

First thought,
"Okay. I am just gonna watch them play"
Unfortunately,
it didn't happen as planned
Haiz....

I thought it was all over.....

But I was wrong.
It was awesome!!!
Hahaha

My partner was ashraff
Our plan was,
haiqel: "Hey, which topic you want to pick?"
ashraff: "Anything also can. You give me some hints and i will just shoot whatever I know"
Surprisingly, this plan of ours bring us all the way to the 3rd place
Hahaha!!

There is this "couple" who was like the main source of entertainment for all of us
Hahaha
Actually, all the "couples" are fun to watch
Both the guesser and the describer
Hoped to post the videos.
But i think better not
Or I will be dead
XD

Have a laugh!! XD

2009-04-11T11:28:00.001+08:00

SPORTS DAY!!

2009-04-09T21:19:00.004+08:00

Today,
YA had sports day
It was a SUCCESS!!
Wohoo!!
Hahaha

Got to wake up at 430am.
And I succeed
A good beginning I would say XD

AND.....

Welcome to my crew!

The equipment team!!
(cheay cheay)
Consisting of.....
10 FUN PEOPLE!!
(Or is it more? Hmmm)
Hahaha XD

The mat layout was a major success
less than 2 minutes!!
GOOD JOB GUYS!!
And also thanks for the shifting of chairs and mats

The dance was a blast too.
We flew in without wings
And DANCE TO THE MUSIC!! XD

Had an awesome lunch afterwards with
Tim, Marcus, Ain, Li Wei and Daniel Teh
Crapping for almost 2 hours at Mac
ROCK ON!!
Hahaha XD

Like what Yan Deng says,
Yan Deng: On the count of 3, shout Team Haiqel
Haiqel : 1! 2! 3!
E. Crew : TEAM HAIQEL!!

ROCK ON MY CREW!!

Bucket List

2009-04-07T00:08:00.004+08:00

Honestly, this is one of the best movie I have watched
It is damn touching too.
It is about 2 complete strangers
Cancer patients
They know they have a few months left to live
They were in the same ward too
That is when their friendship blooms
They wrote a Bucket List
A list of things they wish to achieve before they passed away
The perfect depiction of True Friendship

And other related videos

Two Questions

Skydiving

Letter

For the past few days....

2009-04-06T22:38:00.005+08:00

Firstly, I am sorry I didnt blog for the past few days.
Honestly, all I can remember is PAINT, PAINT....
AND MORE PAINT!!
Really would like to thank those doods and gals who stayed till late to paint the banner
Efforts appreciated!
It was damn fun too.
From fighting over who gets to open the stupid paint can
To telling racist jokes and making fun of each other
The best part is.......
Mr Chey belanja us 241 pizzas
Thanks for buying me "dinner"!!
Hahaha XD
Okay2. I will post the pictures of our results
And from the AWESOME BANNER PAINTING EXPERIENCE!!

First time reaching home late...

2009-03-31T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yupzzz...
Its true...
This is the first time i went home late.
Left school at about 8.15pm
Reach home about 9.45pm.
And I still have tons of stuffs to do!!
Haiz....
The temptation to sleep is there....
To sleep or do my work??
(Angel: You should do your work haiqel! Its is of utmost importance)
(Devil: Aiya. Just go sleep lah. Lie down on the soft bed. Sleeping peacefully)
Hahaha XD

Besides,
On the brighter note,
Just now was fun....Fun....FUn......FUN!!!
Hahaha
Went to watch a rugby match after school
Super exciting.
Then helped out at YA
End up having a lot and a hell lot of fun.
Hahaha XD
We are like going to different gender's toilet
cause we so-called need a neccesities from the other side
like the toilet paper and soap
Cool and noisy bunch of people
Soo cant wait for tomorrow sia.
Our first YA outing

Destination: YOG Learning Centre
Objectives Tonight: Plan the games and make it uber fun. (THINK HAIQEL! THINK!) XD

An Urgent Call For OCIP....

2009-03-29T17:03:00.002+08:00

This video really damn nice lah.
Plus the previous one too
Haiz....
There are soo many people that needed the help of
Average Joes like us.
We are The Difference

We enjoy life.

Yet, at times we complain about minor issues
Such as over food.
But those people are lining up for hours just to get...
A bowl of rice perhaps?

We complain about our education system.
Dreading to go to school.
But those people are dying to get to school
Even for a book
Education is like a personal treasure to them

We complain about hours of work.
Yet those people are working for long hours for....
A few bucks to support their family
Or even for no pay at all
Such as in the case of Burma
"Survival is more important" for them at a young age

This calls for a plan to propose an OCIP!

First day at tuition,,,,

2009-03-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

Like what my title says.
Today is my first day at tuition.

Honestly, I thought i will be disadvantaged
Since i heard from others that he teaches in chinese.
I thought there will be this language barrier

In actual fact,
I understood the teacher's chinese.
And he is very old to be teaching
He is like 60+ I think
But damn good in maths lah
Damn hilarious too.
Complain about some stuffs and disturb people
Far better than any class I attended in JC soo far
I think it will be the best.
Both the teacher and students treat each other like friends.
Talk leisurely.
Damn good lah he.
And he is loud too.
So 100% won't be able to sleep
It is affordable too.

To be able to teach at the age of 60+ (I think) and has a loud voice for teaching
Plus the vast knowledge in Maths and nice speedy handwriting.
I got to salute this "young" man sia
My role model
*saluting position*
Hahaha XD

A video that reaches out to me...

2009-03-28T00:48:00.001+08:00

Last day of the week....

2009-03-28T00:27:00.004+08:00

Well,
Today,
We celebrated Isaac's and Jiang Jun's birthday at school
I forgot who bought the cake but thanks!
Hahaha XD
And!!
They played with the cake in the end!

And isaac smashed my head with one.
Thanks hor.
Doing it while Han Yang distract me
Hahaha XD
All the boys played
Only the girls didnt participate
We boys also dont dare to do them.
We ran all about chasing each other to smash some parts of the cake
Hahaha XD
Damn awesome
But praying hard my birthday won't end up worse than that.
*Praying*
Hahaha XD

Grade Equilibrium!!

2009-03-26T19:55:00.003+08:00

Just like what my title says,
My grades are really in equilibrium.
I got....
the best...
the worst...
and the average...
Hahaha
The reseults are....
Double 'A's
Double 'D's
Double 'U's
Hahaha XD
Ultimate combi...
A good beginning.

Lesson Learnt: GOT TO STUDY AND PLAY HARDER XD

LATE!!!!

2009-03-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

Today,
Was OFFICIALLY my first day coming late to school
Haiz...
Late by a few minutes
On the brighter note of coming to school late,
I get to use the Biometric system
It is a device that check your thumbprint
to mark your attendance as late.
Hahaha
Damn cool lah.
I admit i am jakun about the system
Hahaha XD

Results of MSA1s are perfect/imperfect
I got....
Double 'A's
Double 'U's
Whats next??
A 'D' maybe to balance the results??
Hahaha XD

And regarding my previous post,
It is my 'karangan' published in school's tunas karya.
An achievement because i usually sucks at malay.
As proclaimed by some that i can't even write a good malay compo
Hehe *eyebrows raising*
Besides,
I also post it up to get comments and opinions on it.
So do comment on it.
THANKS!! XD

Apart from that,
nothing else....
And I got to go study liao!!
Too much slacking already!!
Hahah XD

Suatu Penyesalan...

2009-03-24T21:05:00.003+08:00

Aku menghampiri pusara ibu angkatku. Setiap langkah yang kuambil menimbulkan rasa kepiluan yang dibauri rasa bersalah dan tidak berdaya. Hujan mula turun setelah aku sampai di pusara ibu angkatku. Air mataku mula mengalir membasahi bumi. Haruskah ibu angkatku yang meninggal dunia? Mengapa dia hendak mengorbankan dirinya semata-mata untuk menyelamatkanku? Bukankah aku seorang anak derhaka? Pelbagai soalan mula mengisi kotak mindaku. Taman lamunanku mula berbunga, lalu aku teringat kembali kepada kisah hidupku yang lalu...

Dahulu, aku seorang anak yatim. Nasibku begini sejak aku berusia tujuh tahun. Rumahku ialah rumah tumpangan anak yatim. Nasibku berubah apabila seorang wanita mengambil diriku sebagai anak angkat. Senyuman manis terlukis pada wajah wanita itu. Dari saat itu, dialah ibu baharuku dan namanya Diana Zulaikha.

Hidup kami tidak senang. Gaji ibuku tidak banyak, hanya dapat menanggung keperluan sekolah dan hidup kami. Namun, ibuku masih bertungkus-lumus untuk mendapatkan lebih banyak wang. Kadang-kala, ibuku sanggup tidak makan semata-mata untuk membeli barang keinginanku seperti kasut bola. Dia selalu menasihatiku untuk belajar hingga ke peringkat universiti. Dia bekerja tanpa mengendahkan tentang kesihatannya seperti pipit makan berhujan. Pengorbanannya membuatku berazam untuk mencapai kejayaan dalam hidupku dan membalas jasanya.

Perjanjian kepada diriku tidak dapat kekal lama. Sikapku berubah setelah aku berumah tangga dan mendapat kerja dengan gaji yang lumayan.

"Aznil tidak peduli! Aznil akan tinggalkan rumah ini! Ibu telah menjadi beban hidup Aznil!" Aku melontarkan kata-kata kaca itu ke arah ibuku. Bendungan air mata ibu pecah dan bayang-bayang kesedihan tercalit di wajahnya.

"Aznil! Tolonglah Aznil. Jangan tinggalkan ibu. Jangan biar ibu hidup keseorangan." Aku ternanar mendengar kata-kata ibuku. Perasaanku mula berkecamuk. Haruskah aku meneruskan perjalananku. Kata-kata ibuku selepas itu tidak aku endahkan seperti masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri.

Selepas pertengkaran itu, aku tinggal sebumbung bersama isteriku. Banyak perkara dapat kucapai seperti membeli rumah idamanku. Aku semakin berjaya dalam hidup. Namun, adakah itu nilai kejayaan bagi hidup ini? Tambahan pula, apakah erti ibu dalam hidupku ini? Aku semakin sesat di dalam jalan hidup ini. Inilah yang aku mahu, fikirku.

Lama-kelamaan, aku memahami erti hidup setelah mendapat tahu aku menghidap penyakit barah ginjal di peringkat terakhir. Ia pasti akan membawa maut kepada diriku kalau aku tidak dapat seorang penderma ginjal. Adakah aku akan mati? Soalan sama selalu bermain dalam kotak fikiranku.

"Encik Aznil, kamu tidak perlu bersedih lagi. Kamu sudah mendapat penderma ginjal sesuai dengan dirimu," kata Doktor Hasyim pada diriku. Sinar gembira mula meruap di hati. Ini ialah berita baik untuk diriku. Ini bermakna aku dapat hidup lama lagi. Doktor Hasyim juga mengatakan bahawa pembedahan tersebut akan berlangsung dalam masa dua hari lagi. Aku amat gembira. Aku tidak sabar untuk menjalani pembedahan tersebut.

Hari pembedahan tiba. Keadaan sekelilingku menjadi gelap setelah disuntik dengan sejenis pelali. Aku pengsan selama enam jam.

Mataku mula terbuka. Pembedahan tersebut sudah berjaya. Aku tidak menghidapi kerosakan ginjal lagi. Aku sudah sihat. Namun, siapa yang mendermakan ginjalnya kepadaku? Aku hendak berterima kasih kepada orang itu. Di mana orang itu?

Lama-kelamaan, perasaan gembiraku menjadi kesedihan setelah doktor memberitahu aku sesuatu.

"Encik Aznil. Saya harap kamu akan bersabar. Pendermamu ialah Puan Diana Zulaikha. Dia meninggal dunia semasa pembedahan. Dia hendak mengatakan dia menyayangimu sebagai anaknya sendiri." Hatiku pecah seribu. Air mataku mula tumpah dari tasik bundarku. Timbullah perasaan kesal dalam diriku. Aku mula terkenang jasa-jasanya yang lalu dan mengakui bahawa dialah yang telah membuat aku mencapai kejayaan. Namun, aku belum dapat membalas jasanya.

Kini, dia sudah menyahut seruan Ilahi. Walau aku menitiskan airmata darah sekalipun, ibu angkatku tidak akan bangkit semula. Aku hanya dapat berdoa agar rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Jasanya terhadap diriku akan aku kenang selalu. Nasihatnya akan selalu berada di dalam kotak mindaku. Pengorbanannya itu benar-benar menyentuh hatiku ini. Ibu angkatku akan selalu berada di dalam kalbuku. Semoga perbuatanku yang lalu menjadi iktibar bagi hidupku ini.

Eyes Getting Heavy By The Minute.....

2009-03-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

First day of the school,
It starts off with running to school with Billy.
Almost late as usual.
Hahaha.
And the Singapore flag today is "tombalik" lah
And they still dare to pull all the way up.
Haiz.....
Such a disappointment to the flag.
Hahaha XD
I just miss the days with the flag poles...
Pulling the string with soo much love...
Looking at the flag moving up smoothly...
And ending off perfectly with the end of the song together....
Love those moments....

Hahaha XD
I sound soo obsessed.

I also received my physics and maths results.
They are total extreme
A "U" grade for physics
An "A" grade for maths
I hope Mr Koh don't find out about my physics results
Hahaha
I can't just imagine if this were to be in secondary school
"Easy paper also cannot do. Like that, drop to combined science. Will be easier for you"
Hahaha XD
He and his psycho ways to mae us drop if we don't work hard

And now, I am like a zombie.
Mata sepet like crazy.
Brain unable to function
And my eyes are getting heavier by the minute.
Hahaha XD
Gonna head to bed early tonight
And I cant wait for tomorrow
My aunt treating us to pastamania
hehehe XD

In The Library...

2009-03-20T21:52:00.005+08:00

SHUT UP AND TRAIN!!!!

Today,

I was supposed to meet Junjie to go to the library at 9.30am
But I overslept by an hour.
I am really sorry dood.
I woke up kinda mad too.
Hahaha XD
Really hate waking up late
Haiz....
Once again, I am sorry.
We went to seat with this Chinese woman first
before seating with an old man
At about 11 i think.
Amelia came and join us
We were quite focused with our work
Hahaha
Until after a few minutes after the old man left
Amelia started talking to us
Hahaha.
I shall not elaborate more on that part
Afterwards at 2pm+
Fairuz joined us.
Before he even started studying,
We all went for lunch.
Eat at a nearby foodcourt named
VARI NICE (cool ar??)
The Kway Teow Kerang there is really nice
Finger-licking good
Hahaha
Went back to library to continue studying.
And let me present to you Fairuz Nokia handphone model

TADAA!!!

Hahaha XD
Cool ar??
It is his calculator actually.
This time,
We are more focused i guess.
At about 4pm,
Junjie got to leave
So that leaves an empty seat beside me.

And that is also the time when the "racist" debat started

A Face-off Between.....

Amelia Tsan

Fairuz Sueff

Hahaha.
They are calling each other names based on their skin colour
Not gonna say what they name each other here
Or they are gonna kill me.
They even change each other contact names on my phone
Hahaha XD
They "debate" till about 545pm before we decided to go home
And without Junjie around,
Amelia was the minority.
Now, we don't hear everyday that chinese became the minority
So Fairuz and I decided to be racist and talked in malay
She can't differentiate between us asking a question or saying a declared statement in malay
Hahaha
I also asked her in malay,
"Awak ni lelaki atau perempuan?"
She answered
"I don't know"
Fairuz and I laughed our lungs out hearing her reply.
Met with some of Fairuz's friends which made Amelia feel more minority
Kasihan....
Hahaha
We sent her home afterwards
And I tricked them that there is an incoming car when we are crossing the road
You should see their reaction.
Quite hilarious
After that,
Went to meet up with Junjie after Fairuz went off home
Ate at KFC
And the funny thing is when
I want to pass Junjie 50cents (consisting of 2 20cents and a 10cent coin)
Unfortunately,
A 20 cent and 10 cent coin went into his drink.
The cashier, him and I watched as the coin sink into the pepsi drink
Hahahaha XD
We switched drink afterwards
since it was my fault
We went to limbang park after our dinner to chat
Talk talk
Send him home and head back.

Today's objective: COMPLETED!!!!

Yesterday....

2009-03-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

Well,
Like the title says,
This was supposed to be yesterday's post.
Yesterday went out for shrims outing
We met up at 930am
then head off for bowling at CDC Bukit Batok
Afterwards was the so-called main highlight of the outing
Hahaha
I totally saved up an empty stomach for it
We went to Jurong West Sakura....
Not too shabby
But i think, West Coast sakura is the best
hahaha
I had about 10 rounds of food
Rounds after rounds NON-STOP
okay. Maybe not really non-stop but quite continuous
Hahaha XD
Then we camwhored for a while at the stairs of the stadium
We then went to Hanyang's house
Our initial plan was to play some games
However,
Due to circumstances
or maybe more to people being too tired
We end up gossiping!!
Hahaha XD
Updated myself alot already
Shocking yet funny and interesting news
I cant believe some stuffs I heard too.
Besides, the outing is really fun.
And people,
Not all guys are superficial.
Just like girls.
XP

A "Little" outing of ours......

2009-03-19T20:43:00.005+08:00

Yesterday,
18th March 2009,
I went for a "little" ssc outing
Hahaha XD
There was only 4 of us going for this.....
random shop trip/outing???
There was Me, Amelia, Fairuz and Junjie
Hahaha
Firstly,
We went to borders.
Mainly, for my cause to get a book.
And it was my first time in there.
The place is kinda big
I cant get my way around at the first place
So many sections to look at.
Hahaha
Eventually,
we stop by at the "self-help" section
I know it sounds kinda pathetic to go to such a section.
But it is my favourite section. XD
There are also some interesting books. (Haha...)
We took quite a while.
Wait.... Not we
More like "I took quite a while"
Thanks for the company guys.

Our Next stop was to city hall
Going to Marina Square
We went to the ripcurl shop on the way
Where Junjie eventually got his pencil case from
We went to Marina Square to get Junjie's shoe
(And also to get something to eat... For me again... Hehe)
Went to arcade too
Hahaha
We played Daytona game
Me, Amelia and Junjie
And Amelia is totally and definitely a violent driver
She knocked both me and Junjie in the race
But ended up second anyway.
After that, went to play shooter games
And,
Amelia got the best record for.....
Not gonna mention it here.
Only 4 of us knew about it
Hahaha XD
The funniest thing is when....
Amelia thought 'silat' was spelt as 'sailet'
That was kinda the main highlight
Or more like the humour of the day.
Hahaha XD

After that,
Amelia pangseh us and went home.
Nolah, she got to reach home by 7 for dinner
While Fairuz, Junjie and I went to Queensway to get Junjie shoes
Quite a pity though for Junjie
Cause he bought a pair of Addidas basketball shoes at $89
Which cost $82 the previous month
And cannot bargain somemore at every shop
After getting his shoes,
We went to KFC to eat.
More like Fairuz eating this time with the drink upsized to large, shared by everyone
Talk and ask each other questions about school and all.
Laugh2.
Typical of SSC
Hahaha XD

Went to hangout with Zul at Warren.
And we almost paiseh
Cause all 3 of us thought it was Syairah's birthday
Until Zul told us it was her sister's birthday.
Luckily, we didnt wish Syairah "Happy Birthday"
Hahaha XD

Overall, it was still cool.
Well, it will always be whenever the people you go out with are......
Your Dear SSC-mates :)

What are friends for?

2009-03-17T17:57:00.004+08:00

Friendship

Friendship is the kind of love
that never can grow old.
Warm and cozy it will stay
when other things are cold.
Friendship is a love so true
it won't be denied,
Because a friend will always be
there close by your side.
Boyfriends and lovers come and go
in this game of life we play,
But a true friend, no matter what,
in your heart will always stay.
So hold these friends dear to you,
and never let them go.
Think how much they mean to you,
and make sure to tell them so.

Touch My Hand

2009-03-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a
million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never
get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can,
(I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, Yeah, yeah

A Letter To My Dear Friends

2009-03-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

Dear friends out there,

It has been soo much fun all these years with you all
Whether you are in my class
Or just a school mate of mine
Or even a friend from another school

You are the source of my joy
The source of my laughter
The source of my strength
And the source of my motivation

Most importantly,
Each and everyone of you is important to me
Each of you has played a very important part in my life
Whether it is big or small
They are still parts in my life
Without the small or big parts,
My life will not be complete

You are the ones who make me who i am today
I am a nobody
But because of your acknowledgement of me
And believe in me
It makes me stronger
Every single moment

I want to take this moment to say
I am greatly thankful that i meet you all in my life
All of you are the important characters in my life
I thank you all
& will definitely miss you all
:)

A Series Of Fortunate Events XD

2009-03-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

Wah......
Today was one fine day....
Hahaha XD
Okay2

Firstly,
Assembly today was cool
The MCS presents a bali....
Or is it the thai dance...
Sorry.... Kinda forget
But GOOD JOB to those performers
Damn nice
Honestly, i find it a very nice depiction of the malay culture. XD

Secondly,
I honestly think my class is good at being racist
In a joking way of course
Hahahaha
It all started with
SAMUEL!!!
Hahaha XD
We racist towards each other almost every moment

Thirdly,
Went for Prize presentation
It was uber cool!!!
Meet all the alumnis again
And i honestly think that the batch last year
My year
They are a bunch of great people
Full of joy
Joke around
Took photos
Eat....
CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!!
After that,
Went to dinner after that
And walked amelia and jun jie home
Haiz....
Rminiscing the good old days
when i send my friends home
no matter what time or where it is.
Gonna miss all my friends out there. :)

Strike 1!!!!

2009-03-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

First swing of the MSA1 period
And i am not even sure whether i scored 1, 2, 3 or a home run (impossible)

Had 2 tests today
Its called Milestone assesments.
Damn siao
Had physics and malay
Malay was rather okay
and the first part was kinda misleading

(translated version)

Section A: Make a sentence

Give the meaning of the word below according to the example given.

Example:
Happy - Joyful
.....
....
...

It made many people stun for a while.
After the paper itself, we approach our malay teacher
and she didnt realised it too
Hahaha.
Her bad

For physics.....
I am speechless
It was like a killer paper lah
Out of 40 marks...
I left 14 marks blank
Even clive was like hoping to pass the paper
Hahaha XD
Pray hard that i pass.
Hoping for a miracle to happen.... =.=

Studying....

2009-03-08T15:12:00.003+08:00

Hacker Is Studying

FULL THROTTLE!!

Photos Of ANNUAL ROAD RUN Photos Up For Grabs!!

2009-03-07T18:18:00.011+08:00

I have some videos too if you are interested
If you want, get from me via msn XD

AnnualRoadRun@KSS.com.sg

2009-03-07T17:46:00.003+08:00

Mushi Mushi!!
Hahaha
On highness now.
There are tons of photos to show how fun annual road run was just now
And I mean TONS!!
So i will upload some others at facebook too.
So to those without facebooks,
Make one!! XD
So ya, reached school at 8am
Right on time
Was slacking all the way
And went to talk to Ms Ratna
And it goes like this...

Miss Ratna: So hows SA?? Fun right??
Hacker : Well, its definitely fun i would say. But very competitive too
Miss Ratna: Of course lah. And got many pretty girls too right?
Hacker : Ya cher. Got quite alot i would say
Miss Ratna: So got girlfriend already?
Hacker : Nolah cher. No girlfriend.
Miss Ratna: You better get one before your NS. Or else no one will pick you up on sat.

Hahaha XD
She damn funny lah
After that went to the alumni booth set-up.
From the booth of no-guests to a booth with a crowd
Not bad right??
Hahaha
We also tried out some other booths such as tug-of-war
And the so-called-royal-rumble is the ultimate uber coolness
Even the teachers play
And also sj (Not even sure whether they are violating their uniform)
Hahaha XD
We also played tug-of-war with the soccer players
And surprisingly,
We WON!!!!!
And not to forget CAMWHORING
Hahaha.
Kranji will always have the siao bunch of people XD
Overall, the event was a great success
GOOD JOB SSC!!!!
Proud of you all XD

One Hell Of A Day

2009-03-06T22:04:00.011+08:00

Went to school taking the 985 bus.
On the verge of reaching school late
Luckily, reached cultural centre on time
Phew.....
Hahaha.
After assembly, have to move to LT4 for
CAMPAIGNING!!
(as you can see from the pictures above)
Some of the candidates have entertainment value
Hahaha
And i really mean ENTERTAINMENT value
Made us laugh with lameness
such as....
Chinese + Indian = Chindian
What the heck sia.
But GOOD JOB to those that entertained us
You have our support
And our VOTE!!!
Hahaha XD

After that, went to library
and realised that the primary school are having their sports day at our tracks
Hahaha
All of them damn excited about it
And some of them even slide
due to the fact they are going too "fast" and unable to start
Damn cute lah they fall on their butt and their friends will help them up
I was only able to watch their relay races
And.......

My friend went to talked to them
Or in other words, kacau them.
Surprisingly, they replied and had a conversation with my friends
I guess "Never talk to stragers" won't work to those in the SAV
Hahaha XD

Chem lesson was filled with fun.
Initially, i was the only one in my class taking H1 chem
How pathetic....
Hahaha.
Then met a YA friend of mine
She was also one of the four from her class taking H1 chem
During the lecture,
I was sitting beside her
And we crapped almost during the whole lecture
Laugh alot too.
She has a cool history too
Hahaha XD

GP was hilarious
One of my guy class mates looked outside at a graduate girl outside
Out of a sudden,
A teacher passed by and blocked her
And he said,
"walau!"
hahaha
And my GP teacher sighed and said,
"Some human beings just cannot control themselves"
Hahaha XD

After GP, my class CAMWHORED
And the GUYS are the ones who initiated it!!
hahaha

To End This Post Of Mine....
I Want To Give A Piece Of Advice.....

See No Evil.......

Hear No Evil......

And....

Say No Evil......

Wasted..... Caught..... Siao..... Slept.....

2009-03-05T19:56:00.004+08:00

Econs lecture was a total waste of time.
Why???
The school conducted fire drill after the lecture started for 10 minutes
Wait.
Its more like our lecturer hardly even mentioned anything about econs
Due to the fact we students always arrive slightly late.
Hehehe XD
It was like...
10 minutes - Wait for everyone to settle down
when the lecture is about to start.....
Kring!!!!
40 minutes - Assemble at the field
Last 10 minutes - Walk to the next class
Total waste of time.
Hahaha

For Physics,
only 5 words to describe what happened.....
Caught....
Red-handed....
For.....
Sleeping....
AGAIN....
I am soo busted.
Hahaha

Malay lesson was siaoness.
Our teacher told us to describe our comprehension paper
For example,
There are 4 questions, summary and etc
And we kinda got scolded cause we are unable to answer her question
Then we had to do the comprehension as a test in 40 minutes
despite the fact it was our first time doing it.
I was like crapping my way through
Hahaha XD

What I did during GP?
I slept most of the times.
Cant even stay awake for the last 15 minutes.
Hahaha

Totally a whole day of different types of random events
Okay2.
I will have to get back to my studying then.
Next week got MSA1!!!!!! XD

Siao X-Country "Sprint"

2009-03-04T16:06:00.002+08:00

Today,
My sis and I went to East Coast Park via Mrt and Bus
In the MRT,
We saw a lesbian couple.
Hugging each other intimately.
Like WTH cause it is about 645 in the morning and it is quite packed
Taking this as an oppurtunity to get physically closer
ewwwww.....
Hahaha XD
In the bus,
there are quite a handful of Saints.
Not to forget, It is a double decker bus.
So there are some on the upper deck, including me and my sis
The thing is,
The Saints at the lower deck soo called know where it is
While the upper deck Saints are waiting for each other to stand up and get off the bus
Cause NO ONE knows where to stop
At one of the stops, me and my sis saw some Saints getting off
We started to get worried
And yet, at the next bus stop,
NO ONE at the upper deck alights!!
So my sis and I decided to make the first move at th next bus stop
And they followed.
Dotzz Sia.....
After alighting, we asked each other how to go
Evntually following the crowd
Surprisingly, the upper deck people alighted at the bus stop nearest to the assemble area
ALL THANKS TO ME AND MY SIS
Hahahaha XD

The whole event officially started after the torch was litted by our school's torch bearer
Quite cool ar
but unable to get a photo of it.
Haiz....
So the teachers went first and then the guys
I thought it will be okay to start between the centre and the back of the crowd
So that i could eventually catch up
But i was wrong.......
Mind you that it is a 3.6km run.
At the sound of the horn,
The first group,
at least a hundred guys, are sprinting like...
I don't know.... sprinting a 200m race perhaps??
Damn siao lah.
Hahaha XD
In the end, I got a ranking of 126
With a timing about 18 minutes i think?
The first guy completed it in like 13 minutes
Everyone is soo close to each other.
And the fastest girl completed the same distance in 17 minutes
Like damn fast lah she.
Even Xuan Ying got 25th in this school
And this is considered their training.
Siao sia
Hahaha XD
Went home after breakfast at ECP
And surprisingly, Macdonalds isn't full at all
hahaha
Okay2, got to get back to my work now
Need to finish my PI of PW by tonight.
Work, work, work. XD
Byez..

Khayalan

2009-03-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

Biar ku berlari
Mengejar impian
Mengejar dirimu
Berteman bayangan

Bulan pun berganti
Tegar ku berdiri
Setia menanti
Kala kau kembali

Duka hiasi sepiku
Kabulkanlah
Cita-cita

Tinggal khayalan
Yang mampu ku sambut
Yang menemani ku
Yang selalu ku peluk

Tinggal khayalan
Masih ku menggapai
Masih ku berharap
Masih ku mencinta
Meski kau khayalan

Crapzzz

2009-03-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

Well, today was kinda normal i would say
Wake up early and all
And my pe teacher made my whole class run an additional 2 more rounds
cause we didn't end it as a class
But captain ball was great
Playing the game with a rugby ball
Quite funny to see people chasing the rugby ball
especially when you wont know when the ball will "jump" up
Hahaha XD

MTL lesson was also entertaining
Can be said that my teacher kind of "merepek"
but in a cool and entertaining way
Reminds me of those days i had in Cikgu Rosnah's class
Laugh here laugh there
All stand and can only sit if able to answer the qns she asked
And when you are sitted
and you accidentally said out the wrong answer to yourself,
she will ask you to stand again
AND SHE WILL SMILE
Hahaha XD
Kinda saddist i would say but definitely a cool teacher to have
(and entertain you, of course)

Econs and Maths lecture
was filled with CRAPPYNESS!!!
Hahaha
Damn lame lah the lecturers
Taking spongebob as an integer
and saying that he can be used
because he stays at bikini bottom
Very dotzzz leh.
Hahaha
And our econs lecturer
always chousia one
(whatever the pelling of that word)
And he claim himself to be nice
by so-called letting us go for coming in 5 minutes for class
And then he contradictly say that 5 minutes is an oppurtunity cost of our action
Very dotz lah the 2 lecturers.
Ultimate crappyness
Almost like high on drugs
Hahaha XD

Hahaha
A hell of a day
Byezz!! XD

Farewell Letter To Bella

2009-03-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

Dear Bella,

How could this happen to you?

You were the apple in my eyes.
You are the pillar in my life.

You accompanied me through the nights
And my lonely moments
I had the best of times when I am with you

You made me smile all the time
You gave me the motivation to study
You became the drive in my life
You are soo precious to me

Why must this day come?
The day when you and I part
Why must they part us?
Why?
Why?

Now,
I am missing you.
Thinking of you at every moment
Tinking of all the memories we made
Are there any kind souls to bring us together again?
Are there?
Cause she means the world to me
Sooo precious,
Almost unreplaceable
In this heart of mine

Hopefully, we will be together again.

Yours Sincerely,
Hacker

Tiring Yet Interesting XD

2009-03-02T22:58:00.005+08:00

Woke up slightly late today at 540am...
Went to school taking the 6.05am 985 bus to school
FYI, that bus reach school at 7am
(freaking early.....)
As per usual, we assemble at the tracks
sing the school song and yah dee yah dee yah dee

Econs was great as usual..
All my essays are accepted by my econs tutor
with an additional "good development and begining"
Hehe XD
PW is rather cool to a certaint extent

And today was our so-called first PE period.
We ran 2 rounds as warm-up, then stretch
And ran for 12 minutes.
OTOT
(Own Time Own Target... For those who don't know)
We played captain ball after that.
Gomes VS Other colours
Clive was indeed the man of the match
Defending every goal
(due to his height of course)
Leading to a score of......
10-1
(i think....0f)
But it was definitely one hell of a thrashin game in about 15 minutes

After PE, I and Han yang have 1 and a half hour of break
while the rest don't have the privelage
Hahaha
So we went to the library to study.
And Han yang nowadays hardworking hor
I mean seriously
Hahaha
Look at the picture below

No more Mr Sleep Guy leh
We both were too studious that we soo called "skipped" 30 minutes of phy tutorial accidentally
Cool right??
Hahaha
Everyone thought we were playing a truancy lah
But no loh
No one even informed us.
We are totally in disbelief for the first few minutes after entering class
And i was caught sleeping in class
And this is the first time I got 0/10 for Phy test
FIRST TIME LEH
Haiz....

Apart from that,
Last lesson was malay
Quite interesting and kinda lame
cause we must memorise all the things about our A level mtl paper and format
like how many percentage is this component given
this section, have how many questions
Unbelievable
On a happier note,
I got a strike of
7,
7,
7,
For Lisan!!!
Very surprising.
And I got 2nd highest
Pro, right??
Hahaha Just kidding

After school, met up with my OGs to just catch up and crap
Cool Bunch of people XD
Thats all for today!!
Mushi! Mushi!
(Or maybe cornetto??)
Hahaha XD

PW IS SOO KILLING ME!!

2009-03-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

Because of PW,
I cant watch my favourite anime, Naruto
Has been a while since i catch up with the season
Haiz....
Damn sad sia.
Naruto...... Why??? Why??
Hahaha.
And i found out that PW was created by a teacher in my school.
Hahaha

On a Brighter note,
This PW thingy makes us prepared for the future.
Ironically, I must thank her and blame her at the same time.
Hahaha.

Apart from the pressured moments just now,
Madrasah lessons kinda cool.
As usual,
I came late for madrasah
(30 minutes late... hehehe)
we were broken up into group to make a story from pictures
And all the groups made up nonsensical stories
One example was
A guy became sick after drinking cow's milk which contains malemine.
Milk from a cow?? Containing malemine?
That is totally nonsense lah.
Hahaha

Yawnzzz...
I should get more rest soon.
Hahaha
I guess thats all for tonight.
Nitez people.
Zzzzzzz......

Yawnzzz

2009-03-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Today,
was my first time
talking to my cousin
via msn
And she said she didn't know the real me
until then
Hahaha
well well. I guess no one knows me by my cover
And she is damn cool lah.
I mean both of us are cool
Both of us experiences interesting stories in life
not gonna mention it here.
It is a secret between us.
Right cuz??
Hehehe

Now, my aunts and uncles are at my house.
And it is already 12am plus!!!
(why am i complaining when i sleep at 1-2am?)
Can't sleep!!
They are loud.
So i decided to watch 2 movies straight
with my other uncle and the children of the families
Did i mention that i played lego with them??
Hahaha.
Well, i did and we created some small space ships
haiz.... I soo miss my childhood :'(

Yawnnzzzz..
I need to think of something to do right now
Hmmmm.....
Hmmmmm.....
Aiya.... Mafan leh
Hahaha

Okay okay.
Thats all for today folks.
Hahahaha XD
Till next time..... Nitezzz

First Post!!

2009-02-28T18:50:00.001+08:00

Testing.....
1.....
2......
3.....
Well, I guess it is good.
Hahaha XD